Thursday, December 24, 2009

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Blue Eyes

I met a blue-eyed horse. I've never seen a blue-eyed horse before. I got lost on the way to my grandparents house, so I pulled over to figure out where I was. I saw this horse from far away, and decided to take a break from driving and take some pictures, since I was going the wrong way anyway. He wasn't close to the fence, but as soon as he saw me he started walking towards me. That's when I noticed the blue eyes. Blue eyes are my favorite. I will remember this always only because I feel like it was a sign of hope for me. It's funny how lost I feel I am right now, just as I was driving to my grandparents, but I feel that there will be a blue-eyed someone who will be drawn to me just as this horse was. That someone will love me for me and really appreciate the love that I give back. That someone will not just say what he thinks I need to hear, I'm not one for words, but show me truth through action of love. No fear, just love. So to that someone, know that I love you, and I look forward to meeting you someday.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Dust eventually settles

Self Portrait

I’m numb
nowhere to look
nothing to see
all of my senses are running away from me
even they don’t want to be around me
i’m too much for them

close the door, shut the windows
 let the darkness surround me
take me away

all i want is love
without all the organized chaos
it all complicates something that’s so simple

close the door, shut the windows
let the darkness surround me
take me away

im trapping myself inside
burying myself alive
so that no one can hurt me
no one will feel me

close the door, shut the windows
let the darkness surround me

take me AWAY...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Thursday, December 3, 2009


My friend, Ellen Webber, and I, were in the VC Star for filming a short documentary that featured Sergio Arrogones' (the wonderful MAD magazine cartoonist) exhibition that was at the Ojai Valley Museum. It was such a great opportunity!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Living in a tree, or something like that