it's february

You know what that means....Hallmark cards expressing feelings for everyone instead of everyone expressing their own feelings. So tell me how you feel through Hallmark, chocolates, or even teddy bears! but please, don't anyone get carried away with love! ;)

The Fray

Some people have real problems...

So just when you think you have it bad because life takes a big dump on you, and you are upset about some dumb guy that has/will forget about you if he hasn't already, and you think that your world is crushed, you wake up and realize how incredibly stupid that is...Why? haha I know it's ridiculous.  Because some people have real problems... I am attending a funeral this weekend. My cousin lost her baby about 5 months before she was due. I think there are a lot of people in my life who appreciate me and I cannot put into words how much I appreciate the people in my life. So, to all of you who encourage me, listen to me talk about who knows what, and even put of my bullshit, thank you. I want you to know  that I will always be here for you in any way I can, and if you need anything, I will give the only thing that I will always have, my time & me! Life is too short for me to worry about other silly things, so I love you all! Thank you for letting me love you, but mostly, thank you for loving me!

Collide

I finally picked up my dusty guitar and here ya go... I am by no means talented, but I have always loved music and have always loved to sing. So, since I do what I want, I will sing and play the guitar, because it makes me happy. :) 

Oh, and I forgot most of the song. I haven't played in about 4 years.

Unemployed...

This is what you do when you are unemployed and bored. Make videos. Of course you do other things, like try and find a job, etc. 

Merry Christmas

Blue Eyes

I met a blue-eyed horse. I've never seen a blue-eyed horse before. I got lost on the way to my grandparents house, so I pulled over to figure out where I was. I saw this horse from far away, and decided to take a break from driving and take some pictures, since I was going the wrong way anyway. He wasn't close to the fence, but as soon as he saw me he started walking towards me. That's when I noticed the blue eyes. Blue eyes are my favorite. I will remember this always only because I feel like it was a sign of hope for me. It's funny how lost I feel I am right now, just as I was driving to my grandparents, but I feel that there will be a blue-eyed someone who will be drawn to me just as this horse was. That someone will love me for me and really appreciate the love that I give back. That someone will not just say what he thinks I need to hear, I'm not one for words, but show me truth through action of love. No fear, just love. So to that someone, know that I love you, and I look forward to meeting you someday.